spider hacksaw eats & is eaten

“Don’t kill my death dreams / My dreams of death are the only things, the keep me going / If i didn’t have the freedom of knowing / that i can escape this life via death / if i didn’t have a way out, right here with me all the time, i would be blowing – my brains out upon some wall, somewhere, somehow / The knowledge that i don’t have to be here tomorrow / that i don’t have to suffer a single second longer/ that i can off myself at any time / that’s what keeps me rolling on down life’s line. / I really get freaked out, i really get fucked up / when i start to feel like i don’t have some quiet little exit-door stashed somewhere nearby / giving me the right to die / I start to panic and feel like i’m suffocating from fear / The only thing that keeps me here / keeps me alive, is death / I can only keep dragging my pathetic worthless ass, down this tunnel of shit stained shattered glass / a little bit further everyday or more / as long as i can end the war / as long as i can end the fight / as long as i can see Death’s light / Death is the distant comforting glow / at the end of life’s torment and sorrow / the only thing that makes me stay, is knowing that i can leave someday / the only thing that keeps me going / is that i can see death glowing / glowing so warm, glowing so bright / i’ll only stay here in life’s darkness / as long as i can see death’s light / I’ll live as long as i can die / as long as i can see that goodbye / as long as i can see death’s light.”

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death’s light / spider hacksaw (copyright 2012)(December13)

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