spider hacksaw eats & is eaten

“I can hear the stillest silence
le dieu en moi, le dieu en vous
I can breathe by nature’s sky-dance
from star that blinks to star that blinds
be still my heart, be silent mind

i can feel the silent stillness
what is temporary, what is true,
it manifests all false realness,
le dieu en moi, le dieu en vous

as all is hidden by noise and violence
all is revealed in the stillest silence
our mangled perfection, our magnificent flaw
le dieu en vous, le dieu en moi

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—-spider hacksaw (copyright 11/09/12 – 11pm pt)

beat me down, beat me down, come a rising tide, beat me down, beat me down, cuz i am flying high, gonna burn circles around your portent sky, gonna frack all your skulls, gonna build a fire from your bones, gonna purchase all your souls with stolen gold,
cuz i’m a proud annihilator, i hold the curse of the seven hells, i walk the dogs of damnation through the garden of Eden, and everyone we meet
we kills

where the saved be damned and the damned be saved, because everything is not what you think, and nothing is what it seems,
where the is is not and the is not is
where everything living dies and all that dies still lives
where the is is not and the is not is

lift me up lift me up cuz i am sinking, raise me up raise me up from the drowned, gonna fold you into the family grave, gonna revolutionize your hallowed ground, gonna win the war by surrender, gonna cease the lies of god, gonna ship you back to the sender,
cuz i’m a shamed and broken savior, i hold the peace of the seven seals, i walk the hounds of salvation through the fires of hell, and everywhere we go
love spills

where the saved be damned and the damned be saved, because everything is not what you think, and nothing is what it seems
where everything living dies and all that dies still lives
where the is is not and the is not is
where the is is not and the is not is

beat me down lift me up raise the cursed forgiven, we are the damned of this damned human contagion, this is the reason for our glorious why, just as angel-demon and demon-angel exist in quantum vibration, i’m gonna open your flesh to the sky, i’m gonna save all the first for last, gonna claim the righteous as guilty, and build a future that has no past,
cuz i’m an immortal lost beginner, i hold the vast expanse of non-time, for what is, what was, what shall be, i walk through infinite worlds of fire, through vast oceans of eternity, where all that are bound shall be
set free

where the saved be damned and the damned be saved, because everything is not what you think, and nothing is as it seems,
where the is is not and the is not is
where everything living dies and all that dies still lives
Where the is is not and the is not is

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(where the is not is)(spider hacksaw)(©2013)(all rights reserved)

i am a Slave-Consumer in the Kingdom of Capitalism
i have been inoculated to Authentic Freedom
i have been Brainwashed in the Blood of Consumerism
since the moment of my Dawning Age
i am the Fatted Calf of the New Mankind
i am being processed in the name of Consumption
for my eventual Ritual Slaughter
to the God of Greed upon High
Lord Make me your Devourable Servant
in the name and glory of Almighty Avarice
and the Master Hoarder Warriors
of the Seven Holy Corporations
that rule over all
until Time’s Deflation
i Pray to be the best Prey
i can be
now and until i am recycled
Greed be Good
Greed be God
Amen

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prey prayer / spider hacksaw / ©2013

“Our flesh is star dust,
our souls are light,
these two merge together,
in realm of dark night.”

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—spider hacksaw (©2013)

Observe yourself, you are the boundless infinite mirror, reflected within the boundless infinite mirror. This temporary ever changing dark matter allows us to see our self, we, the endless light—

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(spider hacksaw)(The Endless Light)(2013)©

“The rain is descending in droves, meticulous untethered ribbons of downward flanking shanks and blows, sleek liquid stretchmarks in alignment to God and Hell, the rain scours me seamless, cleaning me, drenching my senses, ebbing my woes, threading cold strips of languid vertical streams through my impending night’s slippery dreams.

But alas, it never lasts, and instead cascades hurriedly into the past, leaving me wanting more of the same, i beg for it to stay, so i bow my head and pray, let the rain’s reign remain, oh heavenly night, my molten stars of audible sight, let the rain’s reign remain.”

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—spider hacksaw (the rain’s reign)(2013)©

“Love you, yo,
love’s sun drenched soul.
awaiting departure,
from masquerade ball.
and ever after,
echo tears and laughter,
we are all, after all,
to soar, to fall,
to stand, to crawl,
love one, love all.”

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—spider hacksaw (2013)©

“Many times it is the storm that saves us.”
—spider hacksaw (2013)

Vile to the Marrow
let hollow sky unfold
her lashing word
as difficult as it is, this gift
powder speckled cheek and jaw and throat and bone
a broken rhythm in mass salute I find
shovels of guffaws, tittering, teetering
waxing in the wane, strange
flexing vulgar muscle stiletto silhouette
to insane sturdy crow, i am bent down and dancing
back around again to you in turn style
an unlisted guest at this, Crumpled Ball
a gutter beds my skull
in shattered rapture turnstile
trampled in dull moonlit slow veil
foaming at the rocks, red rabid horns below blow
half whittled carved box
nothing leaves me be
nothing cleaves me more
of and to thee
i bequeath some answer
from before
beyond
closed door

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(unlisted guest(spider hacksaw)(2013)